07 May 2009
I require perspective.
I simply cannot acquire it in a vacuum.
I have limited ability to see my world in a realistic manner.
I have to go out into the world and see other lives.
See what they deal with....
See how they cope....
See how blessed I am by comparison.
I know that we should not compare ourselves to others...
However, as selfish as this is, it is the only way I can
come to a realization of how fortunate I am.
I was given the gift of perspective.
I went about my everyday duties.....
and there it was.
My life ROCKS,
I have no problems,
When I sit at home and worry.....
I get a distorted view of my life.
Did I thank you for your kind words?
They helped, thank you.
06 May 2009
Sometimes,.....I hate that saying.
Well, hate is a pretty strong word, but you know the feeling....
The saying is filled with truth,
but an uncomfortable one...
Being without a job.....
Have a ton of experience,
years of loyal service to one company,
that made some very bad business decisions....
Watching the one you love struggle thru
job search, interviews, age discrimination....
I am tired.
I have faith that something will come along.
but I lack patience.
I want so desperately to be positive,
but somedays....it just
Sorry for so many sucks.