24 December 2009

God Bless Us.....Everyone....


Isn't it odd...
that no matter
 how hard we try
 to have lower expectations
 of the holidays...

There is so much room for
hurt...
dispair...
disappointment...
fear....
sadness...
judgement...
separation...
loneliness....
sorrow...

Sometimes...
even when you prepare yourself
for what you think might be the most
unexpected occurance....
you are caught off guard.

Even when you
resign yourself to the disappointment...
more comes your way.

Personally,
I am blessed.
My family and friends are
near, dear and wonderfully,
present.

However,
someone who I am very emotionally
attached to..... is sad.
Lack of common courtesy...
lack of respect...
lack of love..

How do we deal with lack of
love?

God blesses us...
sometimes we don't see our
blessings,
until it is too late and they are
taken away from us....

God,
please allow me to be
present.

Thank you to all of you who
visit my blog.
You have helped me this year more than you can
possibly know.
Please continue to let me know how,
and who you are...
thank you from deep inside....
smiles.